Friday, April 06, 2001

今天天空很灰呀, 不停的下著雨.可能我和天心靈相通, 我想什麼, 它也能體會到.

Really. It kept raining dogs and cats today non-stop. The sky was not its usual blue. The whole atmosphere really suited the day.

Thursday, April 05, 2001

Didn't go out at all for the day. Stayed at home and helped my mum do translating work. Ever tried to listen to a tape and translate 10 interviews done with primary school students? With the same questions over and over again? It's really tiring. Don't try it ever. So then, that's basically what I did today. Oh and went online and had some pretty long conversations. Also practised piano or I'll be dead next time. I was already dead last time, never seen my piano teacher that angry before. Argh.
Doing that history project now. Ai... so many things to hand in after Easter. Somehow teachers think holidays are time for projects. Might as well change "Easter holiday" to "Project holiday". Just kidding. I think I've said that before, somewhere. Can't remember though.

.... i'm getting mad at blogger.. i posted something up here last night.. but it somehow got deleted..

Tuesday, April 03, 2001

The human mind and brain is pretty funny. You tell yourself that this is right and things have proved it right and you know it is right, somehow, your brain tells you it isn't. But you actually know. So very confusing. Or you know you really really shouldn't do or think of something, you can't control yourself from doing that even though your brain tried to hold you back to much. Is there any solution to this problem? Is this what people call self-control? OK, so I don't have self-control?
I know, I really know I shouldn't, but I keep doing it. In the end, it may be me who will get the hurt, but... I just don't know why I don't stop. Don't want to stop. Argh...

Posting the third post of the few minutes. So as I've said before, in the mmlc and after the Easter Concert, or as we have adopted the name, "Internal Concert" from the "Music Department" (sounds familiar, right?). And I have been out of my mind and tried to log on mmlc computers with my own account. Ai.. it scared me to death, thought someone changed my password or something. Finally knew where the problem was. Finally finished all the Commons, but.. fried some of them. What a way of celebrating. Waiting for someone to finish their GM stuff now... and I'm thinking should a make a phonecall or what. It's hard to think of something to write..
Didn't have much lessons today. Cause we had to have rehersals. Oh no... have to translate stuff for my mum when I get back home. 10 pages lor ng goi. I could study "translation". But the problem is I do not plan to study that in the near future. (You've probably noticed that I'm starting to say nonsence.)Can't think of anything arrr.. maybe I should leave it here for the time being. See ya.