Weather: Rainy in the morning, fine, then rainy again at night.
Mood: OK, but fluctuating.

Thanks for today! But honestly, sorry for some moments when I was throwing a tantrum at you. Actually, I admit that some of them were unnecessary and the only thing I wanted was for you to make me happy again, which you didn't realize. Anyway, I had a good time today ^^...Thanks...*love ya*

Weather: Rainy, but stopped afterwards
Mood: Not that good...

Know that you will have a competition today, but not sure about the exact time, and it's probably over now. All the same, wish you good luck with it, but you probably don't need it anyway. I have faith in you. You can do it.

Severe headache and stomachache last night, nearly can't sleep. Simply don't know why, everytime I get unhappy or depressed, the stomachache will come first, then the headache. It happens every time. *sigh*
Trying to be more happy ga la. But note: *Trying* only...
don't know if i'll succeed..

Weather: Fine
Mood: Declining and not that good...

As indicated above, mood is definitely not good. Reason? They surround almost the same thing. The problem with no explanation for matters and just...pretend as if nothing had happened. You know, if one has a reason for not doing something he has promised, it is understandable and forgivable. But certainly not pretend as if nothing had happened...

Honestly... I'm a little worried. And scared.
What has been happening lately? Didn't he have one single clue what I wanted?... Or is that he simply did not care, or didn't understand?
But isn't it hard to understand when I've already said, directly and undirectly, so many times already??......


Why......


Why is everything happening like this?

Weather: Fine
Mood: Average

Public holiday today, but it doesn't feel any different from other days, probably because of all the free time I had for the past 2 weeks. So finally my chinese notes can be given out, to my cousin. Hehehe, kekeke *evil grins*. He is going to suffer, since he doesn't know that apart from the 2 books of notes, I've still got an additional 2 FILES of notes....horhorhor, and those are all going to go to him. But it's just for his own good.

Plan to play the piano afterwards. Have to pick it back up again....

Visit the photo gallery!

Weather: Sunny Mood: Average, bored.

At home again.
And bored. Couldn't bring myself into reading too much lately, don't know why.
Plan to practise piano, but again.....*sigh*. what is going on with myself?
Waiting for the email from Sevenoaks, maybe I couldn't send it out last night, just realized it this morning. ARgh...