Weather: Rainy
Mood: OK, but bad now

胄aven't been in the happiest of my moods today. English Oral and then rushed to Graduation Dinner (Grad Din), with my shoes killing me.
If I had to raise one thing that I learnt over my days in DGS on my first thought, it would be to gain support from the majority, if you want to be successful.
I really don't get why in others' minds, I seem to have "a lot of ex-s", if you get what I mean.
Honestly, joking about it once or twice may be fine for me, if not personal attacking, but to mention it all the time... I have to admit I can't really stand it at all.
1) In reality, I really don't have a lot of ex-s... that's really the truth... maybe 1 (or in people's eyes, maybe 2)
2) Even if I have, it isn't totally what I wanted to. Who doesn't want to have someone with her for the rest of her life? It was just a matter of timing, and people...

So in conclusion, I don't want to mention any names, but if the concerned people do come up here and read this...I just want to say,...
please... don't do this...
even if I know you're not doing it on purpose to hurt me...

But it does hurt...

Weather: Rainy
Mood: Ok, but gradually bad.

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Believe me (even though you may not)... I really was true to you... and not like what you said...
But don't know how to tell you... and in case I can't stand the mood, and "switches on my tap", so came to tell you here...


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Weather: Rainy
Mood: Bad

Hate rainy weathers, you can't do much with it, and a lot of plans will get disrupted with it.
Found that the website which I downloaded songs from reopened again, but unfortunately, the printer is running out of ink soon and I don't want it to stop in the middle of a file, as my stupid computer doesn't allowing printing from the middle and I'll have to start all over again, wasting paper.
Haven't had breakfast yet, don't plan to have it, no mood, no appetite.

Knowing you don't want to be disturbed, don't want me to "pressure" you so much, I know I shouldn't call you too much. Even though I really don't know what you mean by pressuring you, I don't know what I did or what you don't want me to. The only thing I can do is to not always finding you... no matter what.
Honestly, I have been having psychological preparations in my heart, that you won't be able to come afterall. Used to it already, happens everytime...
So I guess you don't want me to always ask you if you're free and can you come out, right?... Ok...

January. Winter. 2002
lonely - feeling abandoned - ICQ being asked for authorization - Added - Started talking - didn't want to leave at night - no allowing you to leave - you touched by offline msg - me touched by your determination - frequently asking me out - you asked that question - i said yes - 19/1 - causeway bay mtr - mcdonalds breakfast - central library - "wong sut bo" - mtr purposely going on a longer route - started phone every day...


to be continued...

Weather: Rainy
Mood: Average

I think from today onwards, I'll write ...something special. Not going to reveal it yet. Eating now.
Blog later.