August. 2002.
*started something new* - brother and sister - "The Touch" - everything being different - jealousy...

September. 2002.
my 16th birthday - "guardian angels on bracelet" present ...jealousy...

October. 2002.
fever in korea during CO - cried over phone - ... jealousy still...

November. 2002.
jealous...

December. 2002
realized that my feelings were still there - didnt know how to answer questions of "mind or didn't mind" ...