nothing much today. same old stuff that i don't want to repeat when a lot of people's blog have the information too. was "baked" in the hall at lunch and afterschool because of our dear orchestra. so much to do in the weekends.
talked about how what's anger and how to deal with it. honestly, this topic isn't much use to me, since i'll still suppress and express it the same way. sorry about that. it's just... easier said than done, although i know i will try, i may not succeed. BLUE. Sometimes i do feel a little blue. what's the reason? i don't know (see? it's the same old phrase). I just get so irritated at myself and ... hate myself sometimes. people tell me not to, but again, it's easier said than done. you could say i'm searching for my identity too. especially under the totalichelseaism. i get really really lost.