valentine's day. nothing special, except seeing people walking around the street with flowers. a lot of them. and that people around the school were giving out meltykisses... a new favourite chocolate. but i admit, it is yummy. hee... i had a date with my.... youngest son... .. that is..... haaa... hint: i had string orch rehersal today. double lessons. pth.english. gosh... grady prejudiced us because "we were not native speakers but could read books like 'lord of the flies' ".... and she gave me such a low mark... rrrr... chinese hist. ..art...music... maths. then piano lessons. then had to practise the songs for the class assembly tomolo... wish me luck that i don't play it wrong in front of the whole school tomolo....opps. i'd totally forgotten about my "sentence structure" promise to myself. ok. i'll try again. actually valentine's day is a day for the flourist to make money. and the gift stores.
yesterday in cable ymc, i heard a person telling about his most memorable valentine's day. his gf was studying in japan. he called her that a friend of his will fly over and to give her a present from him. in the end, he was the present. he flew all the way to japan to be with her. that is soooo sweet... ai....
today at assembly, there was a sentence in the prayer : let me accept people as they are and not as what i want them to be. am i pushing too hard to "change" a person? and also: make me sensitive to the feelings of others...i want to have feelings not sooo sensitive, i mean... i worry all the time. maybe i shouldn't be too hard on myself, nor him.

you:.... wish you were here somehow....