I have decided to post stuff with a more proper sentence structure, cause most of the time when i read it after i post, i confuse myself with what i said. Monday again. School after two days of "rest", but I don't see when i did have any rest though. The day seemed to go faster than most days, like tuesdays, when we have boring lessons like map reading and eng. lit. Had JMC rehersal today, gave poy a ride home (these days i seem to give her a lot of rides). It was the usual routine. Nothing special.
Watched the ending of the japanese drama 東京愛的故事. It was supposed to be the best drama of the millenium (voted by ppl there). But the ending was sorta... disappointing. Perhaps that was because I like "happy endings" better. The story was about a girl and a guy, there were going out together, but because the girl got a job transfer for L.A., and she knew the guy still liked another girl, she decided to break up with him. She disappeared, the guy had some ideas where she went to, and the guy's new gf, which was the one he liked before, let him go and find the girl, although she had doubts if the guy will ever come back to her again. sorry for all these guys and girls, but i don't want to type out those names again. In the end the girl told the boy, if he wanted her to stay, then go to the train station before a particular time. The boy was just a tiny little bit late, and the train was gone. In the train, the girl cried when thinking of the things she had gone through with this guy.
3 years later, the guy and his gf got married and once on the street, they met the girl again. The girl wouldn't give him any method to contact her, she said, it will be better if they just met on the street and chatted. And it was how the story ended. Even till the end of the story, the girl admitted she still love this guy, and it was painful, but she will keep it right down inside her heart. I nearly cried when I watched that part. it was sooo touching. and, it was so close to life, deep down inside me, i somehow wished that in real life, it would not be the same as in that drama. but it's hard, really hard.