school started today and i'm really tired now. the day seemed to go so fast, unlike other tuesdays, which just happens to have some dreaded lessons. actually, there is a good point about tuesdays: no eng lessons. but a bad point about it: we'll have a double lesson on wednesday. i'm still struggling through my predjudice report now, starting.
i've made up my mind. i'll try not to grumble too much. about everything, nobody likes talking to someone who always complains. it's gonna be hard though, and i've got to really strive for it. hope i'll succeed. =)
sometimes, i feel as if my "circle of friends" seem to be... blurred. jumping from one to another is not a problem. having lots of friends if good, but sometimes, it seems that i don't belong to any at all. it's just a feeling, but a strong one. at times i really want to say things out loud, to let it out, but there are not much people i can "complain" to..... there are a few now... but i don't want to bother people so much. they will say "it doesn't matter". but i myself will feel "ng ho yi si"...
but in the meantime, i'll try to be happy about all things. just at least, happy to be alive.