Trying to write the "script" for assembly. Topic: faith. Arghh...Why am I always stuck with this topic? Well, I don't know...One thing that I lack right now. No faith in whatsoever I'm doing... dim suen. A really ironic topic. I can't think of anything to write and it's already 10:14. Not gonna sleep.. aii..
Not much happened today. Needlework and fencing afterschool....
No mood to write.. still got a bunch of work on my hands..

You: I know I promised you I'll stand up again and keep going, not to worry about it much, but...it's too hard to "not to worry". When you have to face the problem everyday, it's not that easy. Don't want to stand up now, that fall really hurt. But I must... I know I must...