究竟"樂觀"的定義是什麼呢? 能夠把每一樣事都看得輕鬆, 愉快? 還是無論事情怎壞也要知道它"好"的一方面? 真的很佩服樂觀的人. 對我來說, 要樂觀很難. 明明是悲哀的一件事, 哪有好的一方面呢? 也許這就是每個人都能夠不同的原因之一. 你對我說"看開一點"這種句子不會有用, 因為我就是不能. 執著的我, 很想樂觀. 但接踵而來的挑戰, 實在太難.
Still bugged with the totalachelseasim. It's going away slower than I thought it would. In fact, it's not getting away, it's staying here and starting to take root. Maybe because it's Sunday today, the thought of it isn't really big, but then... a day later, it will come back up again. I don't know how much longer I can survive with this...it's eating really hard...