"Did I ever take anything for granted?"
No, honestly I haven't. Experience have already told me I shouldn't and I haven't. So, what's the punishment here then? *Uncertainties*. I wish I knew though.
Better make this entry short. Gonna be killed if my mum knew i'm online at 9sth in the morning.
My only wish, is to end 3x peacefully. Is that so hard to do?
Actually, I really envy the people who can start a new life somewhere else, be a new person, have a new environment...