Actually, I do know what it means. It's just that.... I don't want to accept it. Reality is too cruel. However, if I chose to go that path, should I learn how to bear the consequences?... I don't know, really don't know...I can't, it's just too hard. But... I have to face it sometime or another....GOSH.. I AM STARTING TO .....starting to....arghhh....go crazy..*Sigh~........*sigh......
How am I going to explain to myself that the verdict is reached, and I shouldn't press onto it any harder?
How do I convince myself that it isn't workable to go on any further?
How am I going to tell myself to accept it, no matter you like it or not?
aii....
是....我承受不起事實..
雖然我知道這很笨...很不智...但就是控制不了..
不是每個故事都會變成童話...
不是每個都會有完美結局....